kangrado ([info]kangrado) wrote,
@ 2005-12-11 22:11:00
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Healing, part one
Frustration breeds in me all manner of wicked thoughts.

Like shredding someone's eye with a carrot peeler.
A sewing needle in someone's urethra.
Nipples in a meat grinder.
Paper cuts on the iris.
A razor blade inside a lollipop.
Prying off fingernails with a bottle opener.
A white-hot curling iron in someone's vagina.


I put this up here because I want everyone to grimace like I grimace. To feel sick like I feel sick. To hurt so I don't have to.

It'll all get better eventually. But right now I'm just a rabid dog who wants to lash out at everything.

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[info]dancing_dentist
2005-12-11 11:37 pm UTC (link)
I feel you, Jason. On the night before my big exam (tonight) I found out that Stephen went on a date with someone because I don't want to be exclusive. It hurt so much more than I thought it would. I can barely focus on my studies or stop crying long enough to read.

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Julie Andrews knows your pain
(Anonymous)
2005-12-12 01:55 am UTC (link)
Sometimes when I feel blue like that, I put my feelings into a song like this:



Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens;
Shredding someone's eye with a carrot peeler;
A sewing needle in someone's urethra;
These are a few of my favorite things.

Nipples in a meat grinder and paper cuts on the iris;
A razor blade inside a lollipop and schnitzel with noodles;
Prying off fingernails with a bottle opener;
These are a few of my favorite things.

When the dog bites,
When the bee stings,
When I'm feeling sad,
I simply remember my favorite things,
And then I don't feel so bad.




(This isn't to make light of your feelings by any means. I just couldn't resist, though.

At the risk of sounding like a generic sympathy card, hold tight and buck up. Things will get better.)

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